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i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve
but that night the Jagermeister had my sleeves rolled up
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Thursday, December 24, 2009
MERRY FUCKING XMAS FROM BALI.

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE. HERE I AM IN BALI ENJOYING MY XMAS WITH THE BEST COMPANY.

XXXXXX.

some people have it, and other people dont.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009
HOITY-TOITY.

Its been 3 days now since i've not been to work. Got medical leave as i have a bad rash on me back. Catched up on some beauty sleep that has been long due friends. I missed the ramanados last night at no black tie. will kill myself the next time if i miss another show. I bet they were great although Steve is in india and they're prolly doing acoustic shows as Mel said.

My life is in a mess. Utter mess.

Watched the Golden Compass last night on DVD cz my sis has been bugging me to watch the film as she has already played it on repeat like 5 times so the verdict was it was a nice movie, seriously. Im not an avid fan of fantasy movies but the Golden Compass was WOw. No worries I'll never leave my Harry P's love. I could only be the biggest fan of Daniel R. (inserts nerdy smile).

I've been abusing my ATM card recently and thats not good cause its only the first week of the month. Bali tix price has gone up. Im in a state of confusion now. SIGHHH.


Later.

"Its a big honor being a centrefold. It's says im naked in a middle of a magazine, UNFOLD ME."

some people have it, and other people dont.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
ZEN.

Im having a bad allergic reaction due to perming my hair. my back is sick and ugl as fuck. sort of like rashes. It's ugly i tell ya.

I've been feeling really down lately. Just the lowest point of my life. I think i really need something, something that can tell me more to the meanings of life. Mel has helped me a lot recently with my issues, but im just afraid i could go mental some days. I should start searching for God. I havent actually prayed in years. I need to turn my life over. Start new. But i cant. Why?

I really hope that this is just a phase that will go away. I need to seriously find a cure. Havent been feeling myself lately mainly cause i've lost touch with me. I constantly think of others instead of me. I try my best to be the Good Listener but i cant seem to have anyone listening to me. Just listen. You dont even have to say a word. I really need a friend who can understand. Thank you Mel, for helping me. Although there's only so far you can go. The rest is up to me.

Dear God,

Please help me find a way.
Guide me.

I really need you.

Amen.

some people have it, and other people dont.

Sunday, November 01, 2009
FOOD is for the WEAK.

I had an awesome weekend. For real. Partying 3 nights in a row and playing hookie from work. Havent slept for 3 days yo. Met rad new friends! The hardings and The ramanados. AWESOME ppl i tell ya! even better after party. AND AAR was the shitzzzzzzzzzz. I'll post pix soon.



ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I GOT A FUNKY NEW HAIRDO.

some people have it, and other people dont.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009
FULLY BOOKED.

I have never had a full schedule before, seriously. My days or should i say weekends are ALWAYS laid back. And for some reason i'll be fully booked for this whole weekend. I really hope i dont pass out when i get back to work on Monday.


Sched goes like...

29th October 09' (TODAY)- From the wee hours of 8.45am-5.45pm i'll be at the office. 5.46 onwards i will be joining mel to show some support for a local band who will be performing at Urbanattic. Show starts at 8.00pm till late. Mel booked a room at Flamingo hotel where the after party is going to be held. Will most likely be sleeping over till the next day where i head straight to work.

30th October 09'- At the office between 8.45am-4.45pm. Head home to change as Fai, Lex, Juma and Furz wants to head to La Queen (gay bar) for another clubbing session. Till late.

31st October 09'- Will be at Bukit Jalil car park from EARRRLLLY morning till late for The All American Rejects gig. Once the gig ends i've gotta straight head back home for a surprise birthday to Jansy.

1st November 09'- Jansy's BDAY. which i will definitely not be home the whole day.

2nd November 09'- BACK TO WORK. MONDAY BLUES. No rest at all yo!

BLESS ME.

some people have it, and other people dont.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
SHIP OF EMOTIONS.

Work is officially depressing. I spend every minute doing my job faster so that i could go home early. I hate staying back. seriously.





Recent update, just got back from malacca. TOTAL HEAPS OF FUN WITH HOMIES.



Gone are the days of summer.

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Monday, October 05, 2009
CHEESY EXTRA CHEESE.

Just got back from a super late hangout session with Mel. And i just got a text from her saying that she's heading out again to eat with Azfar. DAMN YOU GIRL ITS 2AM AND YOU STILL CAN EAT, wait let me rephrase that AZFAR STILL CAN EAT!
Haha had a fulfilling cheesy wedges with extra cheese of course. GOSSIPGOSSIP. And talks about how BOYS WILL ALWAYS BE BOYS. Mel is like Buddha plus Oprah = BUDPRAH! Bestest advisor who comes in peace.
HEEEEE. And to show my love for her im playing dodgeball from work tomorrow. GARRH i know, i shouldnt skip work but im fakkin tired and i need a break. A PERSONAL DAY you would say. My boss is going to kill me, literally.

Im hitting the sack in a bit. So long and Goodnight.

some people have it, and other people dont.