midnite antiks
i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve
but that night the Jagermeister had my sleeves rolled up

alicia.21 this year.
living incognito.
just your average female.












Alicia Constance Danker

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Its been 3 days now since i've not been to work. Got medical leave as i have a bad rash on me back. Catched up on some beauty sleep that has been long due friends. I missed the ramanados last night at no black tie. will kill myself the next time if i miss another show. I bet they were great although Steve is in india and they're prolly doing acoustic shows as Mel said.

My life is in a mess. Utter mess.

Watched the Golden Compass last night on DVD cz my sis has been bugging me to watch the film as she has already played it on repeat like 5 times so the verdict was it was a nice movie, seriously. Im not an avid fan of fantasy movies but the Golden Compass was WOw. No worries I'll never leave my Harry P's love. I could only be the biggest fan of Daniel R. (inserts nerdy smile).

I've been abusing my ATM card recently and thats not good cause its only the first week of the month. Bali tix price has gone up. Im in a state of confusion now. SIGHHH.


"Its a big honor being a centrefold. It's says im naked in a middle of a magazine, UNFOLD ME."

some people have it, and other people dont.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Im having a bad allergic reaction due to perming my hair. my back is sick and ugl as fuck. sort of like rashes. It's ugly i tell ya.

I've been feeling really down lately. Just the lowest point of my life. I think i really need something, something that can tell me more to the meanings of life. Mel has helped me a lot recently with my issues, but im just afraid i could go mental some days. I should start searching for God. I havent actually prayed in years. I need to turn my life over. Start new. But i cant. Why?

I really hope that this is just a phase that will go away. I need to seriously find a cure. Havent been feeling myself lately mainly cause i've lost touch with me. I constantly think of others instead of me. I try my best to be the Good Listener but i cant seem to have anyone listening to me. Just listen. You dont even have to say a word. I really need a friend who can understand. Thank you Mel, for helping me. Although there's only so far you can go. The rest is up to me.

Dear God,

Please help me find a way.
Guide me.

I really need you.


some people have it, and other people dont.

Sunday, November 01, 2009
FOOD is for the WEAK.

I had an awesome weekend. For real. Partying 3 nights in a row and playing hookie from work. Havent slept for 3 days yo. Met rad new friends! The hardings and The ramanados. AWESOME ppl i tell ya! even better after party. AND AAR was the shitzzzzzzzzzz. I'll post pix soon.


some people have it, and other people dont.