The connection is being an anal bitch because uncle arild is downloading like 10 movies at once downstairs, ugh. He should start up a piracy business for the amount of movies he's illegally downloading.
HERE'S THE DEALIO SINCE I WENT OFF TO THE AIRPORT.
Bali-
was fucking amazing. never seizes to amaze me every trip i make. family was there of course, that was the most important thing. i miss megah and gadis now more than ever. was there for almost a month, being on a budget trip and all. rinne and rio were awesome company to be added to the adventure. the villa is halfway done now, stopped halfway due to some issues. hopefully the project will be up and running once my mom goes back. christmas was amazing. spent dinner with family and bar hopping all night long in lovina yo. 2 weeks in lovina and the other two weeks in kuta, i apologize if theres no pix posted. got to catch nidji live in kamasutra, great band to watch live, i recommend. all and all, i loved it, i love my family. praying for the end of this year, another trip to bali perhaps.
Work-
i quit the office job i had in February, was working there for only 2 weeks till shit came up so i switched the typical corporate office job to working in montessori, children's house. yeap, im working with children now and to be exact toddlers. they're super mighty adorable. and not to mention with their blonde hairs and all. the pays a minimum wage but i aint complaining. i start work at 8.30am and go home at 2pm, and ever since i started in march, im on break now woo! school holidays and puclic holidays off. we'll see how far i can make it with this one because if any of you know me better, im not good with jobs. im praying for the best though.
a minimum wage is a hard life. i need lots of things haha as you know. but yeah. as far as im concerned, im as happy as ever working. im actually having fun at work.
Bleeding Through-
the show was brutal i tell ya, but i made it alive. sweet sacrifice. got to meet the band and they were nice. they loved malaysia which is surprising. you can check out the pix on my myspace or friendster cause with a connection like this it'll take me a decade to upload a picture. the crowd turnout was disappointing to be honest, i expected more. the opening bands sucked balls cause as you know i dont support local music give or take the good ones. im okay with them and all but seriously i've never heard any local musicians that pleases my eardrums. so watching them take 3 hours before bleeding through is just wasting my time. arheum revert was the best out of all if you want to ask my opinion. bleeding through bleeding through. amazing live. amazing.. although nothing beats avenged for me but yeah. a waste if you weren't there to experience a hardcore show.
Coming soon, Horse the band and Comeback kid.
Okayyy, back to reality and today. im supposed to give sister and fai a visit at work tomorrow. but yeah an hour ago something disgusting and horrifying happened to me. felt like taking a shit so i rushed to the toilet and opened the door till something fell on my lips, God knows i thought it was a moth or something till i brushed it off and to my terror it was a damn stupid fucking insane lizard! yes lizard as in CICAK! fucking shit, its the most terrible feeling after i saw the lizard fell from my lips to the floor, all my berak like went up and didnt want to come out anymore!
and i was trembling in disgust. i fucking hate lizards. while i was in fear of that disgusting feeling on my lips my mom was in fear because of superstition. a lizard falling on you is supposed to be a bad sign. im terrified as of typing this hoping i dont jinx anything. so yeah my plans for tomorrow is going to be canceled in fear of something bad that could happen to me. in ho's words quote "im not superstitious, but im cautious" end quote. mother told me to pray tonight for guidance or whatever so im gonna do it although im not the praying type. i gotta ask Him for forgiveness because i dont want to be the type who prays only when im in pain or in need of something. but yeah i just want to pray for the safety of my family. nothing else.
Oh and i will be moving soon. mother sold the house. it's too big for us and the maintenance cost too much for just the 3 of us in the house, wait 4 including Thanesh. we're looking for a smaller place, not an apartment because mother says the furniture wont fit. it'll definitely be a smaller house. yes a smaller house. but not to worry it wont be too far from where im living now. i need convenience. i need easy access to public transportation although we'll be getting a car but i dont want to risk being far away from immediate transportation.
oh well i think i've said enough for one night. my eyes are dry, i need sleep now. BED HERE I COME. ciao!
Hope you're all happy with an update! :D