Today could be the most saddest day ever. Vivian broke up with Jan, could there be a better way to solve these matters other than breaking hearts that weren't meant to be broken. I pity Jan in this one. He doesnt deserve to be treated like this, somehow i totally feel his pain and i could've just punched the wall after hearing all that was going on. I dont want to be the kecoh kecoh one in this matter but what was i to do? let my friend get hurt just like that? i just dont understand some people, for no good reason you call for a breakup? it was total bullshit.
Keep a calm mind Alicia. I have to keep telling myself that from now on, i mean Vivian is still my friend and i do love her dearly. The whole night was just painted in sadness, nothing beats by losing your loved one. Well i have felt it before but it wasnt a love partner. I lost my dad 5 years ago and my grandfather a year ago, it wasnt easy at all.
In this case i had an epiphany that your girlf and boyf may come and go, but friends stay. They'll always be there for you no matter what. I'll never ever leave my friends, they're Diamonds to me.. too precious. Although i have this special Diamond that shines differently than the others, Thanesh of course. He keeps me sane, thank God.
During this whole month, i think i have gotten wiser in many ways. I have Alexis to thank for that.. she's like the realist among all, her advices are strong and i'll always keep that in mind.
Do not ever go looking for that special someone, without even searching and by waiting patiently he/she will come by him/herself. It is in so many ways true..
I'll just pray tonight that God will protect Jan and show him the right path, help him find peace and tranquility. He really needs it. Be there for him in times of need and keep him away from harm. I pray this to all of my precious friends, and not forgetting my family. Amen.